A PieCe Of My MinD

finally, im home again! its gud to be home.. especially wen u see how Benji reacted d moment we got out of d car.. haha.. he was psyched!… running around in circles n jumped on us..

the 1st day of CNY was gr8, got lotsa ang paus ( but its nothing compared to wat i got for the past few yrs …) hm… anyways, i love the fact that my face looks totally like my mum… it helps alot… i mean..  each time i stepped into my mum’s relatives hse, her cousins wud said "oh this must be ur son! he looks so much like u" even b4 my mum managed 2 introduce me. okay… now wait… am i being cocky? *sigh*.. sorry.

oh.. yeah… during the big family dinner… my cousins n i had to asnwer my aunt’s personal questions b4 she handed us our ang paus.. gues wat? she asked us whther we hav boyfren/girlfren already.. haha… i answered ‘none’ of course… cuz im single!!! hehe..

earlier today (b4 we left semporna for KK), we went to visit my late grampa’s grave… omg! we got lost along the way… every1 of my uncle n also my dad pretended to know the way but the truth is, theyr nt even sure themselves!! haha… we went round n round for bout 20 mins until we finally found d way.. *sigh*… but it was seriously funny…  anyways… d moment we got to my late grampa’s tombstone.. the atmosphere suddenly changed into a sad gloomy one.. as ive expected, my gramma broke into tears… so did a few members of the family… we sang a few gospels including ‘Amazing grace’.. n we read a passage from the Bible n we prayed of course…

after det, my family n i headed back to KK whereas the rest of the family headed to sandakan..

well… dets bout it… im tired… wna take a rest now.. cheers~

ive finally arrive at my granny’s place yday around 6.00pm after a long 9-hour drive! aw.. man… i had car sick during the 2nd hour of the drive…to make things worse, my butt was literally cramped to death.. haha…. we had to stay at a hotel cuz my granny’s place is crowded wif my other relatives.. its a gr8 hotel… its the ONLY hotel that exists in semporna.. its called the seafest hotel.. my mum’s fren owns the place.. after only 3 yrs since its 1st opened, the hotel has won a couple of tourism awards.. cool ey? anyway, its a miracle they hav a cyber station only a stone throw’s away… literally! haha… besides that, theres a restaurant on the sea not far away. yes u heard me right, theres a restaurant ON the sea.. its called ‘the floating restaurant’… its been there ever seen i cud remember.. u shud go ther if u do come to semporna.. its a cool place.. theres even a zoo of sharks n other sea creatures.. i mean there WAS.. im nt sure if they stil hav det zoo.. boohoo~

hm… after checking in at the hotel last nite, my family, my cousin’s family and i decided to go hang out at the nearest restaurant… my dad n my uncle had some beer… we had some sate… u noe, they actually serve PAYAU here! so cool… theres payau sate, grilled payau, payau steak.. u name it!  but i tot its illegal to serve payau? oh well, its nt my concern at all. (btw, FYI.. payau is actually ‘venison’… some sort of a deer)

oh wait.. today is the eve of chinese new year! det means, wer gonna hav the most sumptuous family dinner ever! cant wait to taste my granny’s shark fin soup.. my fav! yummy.. *drools* haha… i can hardly wait to get my ang paus..

hm… nth else to say..

oh did i wish u guys happy chinese new year? dont tink i did.. neway, happy chinese new year to everybody..

cheers~

1. ONE OF YOUR SCARS, HOW DID YOU GET IT?
i dont hav a lot of obvious scars… owh, there is one… in between my wrist n my arm… fell down frm my bike wen i was a kid.

2. WHAT IS ON THE WALLS IN YOUR ROOM?
nth much… ordinary white walls… a card autographed by local artistes n a time table (for spm) haha..

3. WHAT DOES YOUR CELL PHONE LOOK LIKE?
looks like a bulky bar of soap… haha… its a nokia 6600.

4. WHAT MUSIC DO YOU LISTEN TO?
punk rock, alternative, pop, r&b, relient k, a bit of gospel.

5. DO YOU KNOW WHAT TIME YOU WERE BORN?
yup… about 9.00am

6. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE DESSERT?
strawberry sundaes, chocolate sundaes, oreo mcflurry, ice blended mocha, cendol!!!!

7. DO YOU GO TO CHURCH?
yup.. every weekend.

8. HAVE YOU EVER DONE DRUGS?
legal drugs, yes. illegal drugs, no.

10. DO YOU GET CLAUSTROPHOBIC?
i did get claustrophobic a couple of time.

11. DO YOU GET SCARED IN THE DARK?
depends on the atmosphere. heh

12. THE LAST PERSON TO MAKE YOU CRY?
cant remember.

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE COLOGNE / PERFUME?
Dunhill’s ‘Desiree’

14. WHAT KIND OF HAIR/EYE COLOR DO YOU LIKE ON THE OPPOSITE SEX?
anycolor but black.

15. HAVE YOU EVER LIKED SOMEONE AND THEY DIDN’T KNOW?
isnt that how it goes? -.-”

16. COFFEE OR ENERGY DRINKS?
both r okay.

17. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE PIZZA TOPPING?
hawaian chicken or supersupreme or hawaian seafood. :)… i love tuna on my piza. hehe

18. IF YOU CAN EAT ANYTHING RIGHT NOW, WHAT WOULD IT BE?
beef lasagna… my fav.

19. WHO IS THE LAST PERSON THAT MADE YOU MAD?
probably my dad.

20. DO YOU SPEAK ANOTHER LANGUAGE?
yeah… malay of course.. owh n also chinese..

21. WHAT WAS THE FIRST GIFT SOMEONE EVER GAVE YOU:
probably clothes or pacifiers… haha

22. DO YOU LIKE ANYBODY, WHO IS IT?
oooohh…. its juicy stuff u noe… i cant bare u det lil piece of info.

23. ARE YOU DOUBLE JOINTED?
im not sure..

24. FAVORITE CLOTHING BRAND?
probably lee cooper…. they make very cool t shirts.

25. DO YOU LIKE WHERE YOU LIVE?
im okay wif it… id love 2 live in New York or London for a change. hehe

26. ARE YOU A PIMP?
no.. im a nice guy, u see.. haha

27. WHATS UR MOMS NAME?
where’s ur spell check?

28. WOULD YOU FALL IN LOVE KNOWING THAT THE PERSON IS LEAVING?
probably yes but i tink i wud need knee pads, and a helmet.

29. WHAT IS THE BEST WAY TO TELL SOMEONE HOW MUCH THEY MEAN TO YOU?
sing it to det someone out loud… doesnt matter whther they sing it gud or bad.. 
30. SAY A NUMBER FROM ONE TO A HUNDRED:
13 i didnt really say it, i typed it.

31. BLONDES OR BRUNETTES?
blondes.. haha.. real blondes, not fake blondes.

32. WHAT IS THE ONE PHONE NUMBER YOU CALL OFTEN?
I don like talking on the phone, just texting, or being in person.

33. WHAT ANNOYS YOU MOST?
disturbances wen im bout to doze off, dramas, bitches, drama queens.

34. HAVE YOU BEEN OUT OF YOUR COUNTRY?
uh huh.. brunei n thailand.

35.DO YOU DRIVE?
im learning..

37. FIRST JOB?
a tutor..

38. EVER DONE A PRANK CALL?
come to tink of it… no, i never done a prank call… boohoo~

39. WHAT WERE YOU DOING BEFORE YOU FILLED OUT THIS?
Laying in bed, doing what most ppl call "sleep"

40. IF YOU COULD GET PLASTIC SURGERY WHAT WOULD IT BE?
probably a nose job.. i hate my nose..

41. WHY DID YOU FILL OUT THIS SURVEY?
to kill the time..

42. WHAT DO YOU GET COMPLIMENTED ABOUT MOST?
my eyes, my eyebrows, my smile, my hair n my complexion. huhu~

43. WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF ALCOHOL BECAME ILLEGAL?
still drink it at parties.. it doesn kill unless u drink n drive.

44. WHAT DO YOU WANT FOR YOUR BIRTHDAY?
a brand new car.. hehe

45. HOW MANY KIDS DO YOU WANT?
4.. 2 boys, 2 girls.. haha

46. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
nope.. my parents once told me they almost decided to name me after my dad. omg!

47. DO YOU WISH ON STARS?
i used to when i thought that it worked. haha

48. WHICH FINGER[S] IS YOUR FAVORITE?
my thumb, middle finger n my pinky. hehe

49. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY?
last year

50. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
my cursive handwritting, yes. my print handwritting, hate it..

51. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAL?
probably a french chicken sandwich meal or a whooper meal at burger king. y? r u asking me out for lunch? haha

52. ANY BAD HABITS?
hm… i cant tink of any rite now..

53. WHAT IS YOUR MOST EMBARRASSING CD ON THE SHELF?
‘the sound of music’ OST.. haha

54. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
oh, definitely.

55. HAVE YOU EVER TOLD A SECRET YOU SWORE NOT TO TELL?
nope.. im a man of my words.

56. DO LOOKS MATTER?
yeah…sadly.

57. HOW DO YOU RELEASE ANGER?
listen to very loud music, open my mouth n let out words that will probably kill ur ears.. sometimes, i toss things around too if im xtremely pissed off.. dets how violent i can be.

58. DO YOU HAVE ANY PETS?
benji… hes a mix breed of terrier

59. DO YOU TRUST OTHERS EASILY?
i used to..

60. WHAT WAS YOUR FAVORITE TOY AS A CHILD?                                               i used to love building up stuffs with lego’s, k’nex n all the other simliar toys.

61. HOW MANY NUMBERS ARE IN YOUR CELL PHONE?
309

63. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
yeah… 60% of the time.. haha

64. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN IN A MOSH PIT?
im nt vry sure..

65. WHAT DO YOU LOOK FOR IN A GUY/GIRL?
loyalty, beautiful inside n out, personality, brains, sense of humor, happiness, understanding, loving, sweet.. n all the other gud qualities. hehe

66. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES?
jay, jas, ’son, gaps..

68. DO YOU UN-TIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
no, i do that thing wher u use ur toes of ur other foot to take them off. haha

70. WHAT’S YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM FLAVOR?
blackforrest chocolate!

72. WHAT ARE YOUR FAVORITE COLORS?
black, dark blue, white, orange.

73. WHO DO U MISS THIS MOST RIGHT NOW?
my frens who r in the national service.

74. HOW MANY WISDOM TEETH DO YOU HAVE?
im nt sure.. i tink about 3 or 4.. theyr growing in now.

75. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
no. its kinda long.

76. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
the sound of the ceiling fan spinning.

77. LAST THING YOU ATE?
last nite’s dinner.

78. LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
i cant remember.. i tink it was my cousin.

79. THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE IN THE OPPOSITE SEX?
boobs n humps. haha

80. FAVORITE SONG:
‘less is more’, ‘getting into you’ etc..

81. FAVORITE THING TO HATE:
exams n tests

82. FAVORITE DRINK?
ice blended mocha

83. ZODIAC SIGN:
Virgo.

84. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE SPORT?
tennis… havent played it for over 2 years now.. heh

85. WHAT IS YOUR HAIR COLOR?
recently dyed it… its kinda like brown blonde now..

86. EYE COLOR?
black.

87. DO YOU WEAR GLASSES?
nope..

88. SIBLINGS?
an elder bro.

89. FAVORITE MONTH?
September..

90. YOU LIKE SUSHI?
its okay..

91. LAST THING YOU WATCHED?
‘a haunting’ on discovery channel.

92. FAVORITE DAY OF THE YEAR?
25th dec.. Christmas!!!

93. ARE YOU TOO SHY TO ASK SOMEONE OUT?
Not shy, just hesitant.

94. SUMMER OR WINTER?
if theres winter in malaysia, ill probably say winter.

95. KISSES OR HUGS?
a healthy balance of both. haha

96. RELATIONSHIPS OR ONE NIGHT STANDS?
relationships

97.WHO IS THE MOST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE QUESTIONS?
steffie.. haha

98. WHO IS THE LEAST LIKELY TO ANSWER THESE
my bro.

and WHERE exactly is ..99?
in ur ass..

100. IS ANYONE IN LOVE WITH YOU?
I like to think so…

its a typical boring day AGAIN…. didn do much 2 day… had my test drive again dis afternoon… i certainly improved a lot.. hehe… after det, i watched american idol… omg… some of them shud rilly outta get themselves some humble pie.. they shud rily work on their attitude.. seriously… after det, i watched ‘a haunting’ on discovery channel…. whoa dis one was xtremely spooky… well maybe it wasnt THAT spooky but watching it alone certainly made it creepy for me… :p …. anyways, dis time, it was about a house possesed by a demon… so scary…

oh yeah, i watched america’s nx top model yesterday… a rerun of course…. i cant believe tyra eliminate Brita instead of the stupid Brandy…. dumbass..

hm….. rachel n i hav been quite close lately…..we chatted occasionally n sms each other almost everyday… Psst…i tink she likes me… … hahaha… *dream on* …i hope shes nt reading dis..

oh yeah….. chinese new year is only a couple of days away!!!!!!!!! im so excited!!!!!!!!! yippie…. wer going back to granny’s in Semporna for the holidays… dets nt only wt excites me, its d chinese new year for peak’s sake!!!!!!!! wic means, money money money!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! woohoo….. pls excuse me 4 getting too excited.. hehe

oh wait…. i wont be blogging for the nx 4 days… im leaving for semporna on friday..

well, dets bout it… tink im gna read harry potter now..

hm…. same old same old… a very typical lazy day… nth interesting happend today…i jz updated my profile… decided to make BLUE the theme color. :)…

ive been doint a lot of tinking today… i honestly dunno wat i wanna do wif my life… (i mean besides wanting to get filthy rich, lead a happy life, hav a family n all)….. itd be gr8 if i can get involved wif modeling (uh…yeah rite… nt tall enuf) or maybe singing (uh huh..riitte… im nt THAT gud either)… hm.. so i decided i wna be a pilot… my aunt who is like… the CEO of hong kong air lines aka dragon air (im nt trying 2 be cocky) keeps suggesting i shud be a pilot… i hav gud eye sight, im tall enuf, my physics n addmaths aint bad… besides, being a pilot pays extremely well… plus, i get to travel the world. i LOVE travelling..but then again, wat if i decided (in the future) to settle down… dont tink i stil wna travel here n there… it wont be rite, correct? n also, i heard taking up aviation is extremely pricey without scholarship…hm…… so shud i be a pilot? to be or not to be?….. i hate to admit it but im facing a carier crisis… someone pls help me!!!!!!! to those who r in d related fields/subjs, pls msg me n feed me info on aviation n becoming a pilots.. i wud rily apreaciate it.

i tink im gona stop now…..

hm…. maybe im gna continue reading harry potter and the half-blood prince… aw man…. i bought d book a month ago but only to find myself reading it yesterday!!!!! shame on me…. btw, it’s a nice book…. i tink d next book im gna read is the da vinci code.. heard it’s a terrific.

okay, dets bout it.

hm… didn do much today… woke up at 11am… had my brunch… watched some tv.. got on9… chatted wif rachel 4 a while… downloaded a few songs… apparently, all of them r by ‘Relient K’… gosh… theyr gud!!!! they produce xtremely nice songs…. theres dis one song… it’s called ‘Less Is More’… its a fusion of rock altermative + gospel kinda song… u shud download it!!!!

hm….im bored (like usual)…. i tink im gonna update my profile now.

omg… guess wat time i woke up today? 1pm!!!! such a pig…. but it’s quite a gud excuse rite if i slept at 4am d nite b4 (or rather earlier det morning) :P… neways…. didn do much today…. as i woke up today, d only person i cud find was my Benji (he’s my dog) who was sleeping by my bed… aww….. he looked so cute…  i had lunch while wondering wher the hell have my family gone to…. hm…. after det, i got on9 n chatted wif fiona for a while… not long after, my parents got back…. my dad kept asking me to go for a test drive n so i did… wen i sed ‘test drive’, i meant ‘driving training’… hehe… hm…. i drove quite well today… d engine didn die at all… oh wait… it died ONCE! haha… dets a big improvement since its only my 3rd time driving. :P….. oh at 1 point today, i was steping on the clutch pedal trying to move the car at gear 1. im supposed to balance the accelerator n the clutch but 4 sum reason, i let go of the clutch pedal a bit too early… (wen u let go of the clutch pedal too early, the engine will immediately die off… but det wasn the case for me)… as i hav expected, the engine is bout to die off… but i was still steping on the accelerator pedal…. n so… the engine was practically dying but the car is still moving! it was so funnY!!!!!!!!! my dad n i laughed so hard… maybe it doesn seem to be funny wen i explained it in words but u jz gotta see it to get the humor! haha….

after my driving training, we got back home… got ready for church n left for the sunset mass… we arrived at church quite early…. i was standing outside the church compound n saw a familiar old face… it was donna… looked cute (like always)… talked to her 4 a while b4 i entered the church… at the stairs, i bumped into pete… he gave me a surprised look… hm… must be my hair… i didnt do my hair spikey or mohawk… dis time, i decided to comb my hair down… i love the look… kinda like cinabengz but who cares… haha..hm…. although d father’s preaching was quite interesting, i dozed off a couple of times.. shame on me.. hoho… but luckily not one noticed.

after det d mass, we went to servay to buy some stuff… i saw a lot of familiar faces working at servay.. most of them were from my ex-skul…

we got home around 8pm…. had dinner… i watched some tv… about 9, i hit the bed… i felt ssoooooooooo sleepy….. wats up wif det???? i woke up at 1pm n then took a short nap at 9pm…. kill me b4 i die of overdose naps!!!… kidding..

2 hours later, i woke up… i got on9 n check a few mails… mum got back n bought us some desserts…. it was some sort of mango delight… oh man!!!!!! one of the best desserts ever!!!!!!!!! its like ice blended mange wif sago n slices of sweet sweet mango!! damn noice!!!!!!! ……

dets ol wat happened today…. im feeling quite bored rite now… better switch to something else better 2 do… like eating some chocolate cake. hehe

cheers~

i went to my ex skul’s sports day 2day… catching up wif my old frens whom i nvr seen in a month’s time rily made my day…. chatted wif them while ’spectating’ the atheletes running n all… i cant believe felcie, majoree, melisse n georginia who sat close to me talked about McDonald’s for a whole 30 mins!!!!!!!! talk about crazeeeeeeeeeeeeee….. haha….. well, it’s no surprise since they ARE working at mcD’s.. hm….. after det, i followed kegan home to get my IPTA form from him.. i tot he brought the car.. it turned out, wer supposed to walk to his hse. i hate walking under the hot sun… nt to mention i was wearing BLACK!!! *sigh* hm…. i talked to fiona (kegan’s younger sis who is also my ex-gf… yeah u heard me… EX-GF! haha) while kegan’s having his shower. we laughed a lil n talked bout college. after det, fiona decided to join us to go to the mall… i didn mind…. bt it sure took fiona a WHILE to get dressed haha….. ‘girls’… hoho…we reached Centre Point feeling vry hungry….. nt all of us… jz me n kegan… as we had our lunch, the girls (fiona n her 2 cousins) decided to buy movie tickets while waiting for us. i was feeling a lil worried cuz its about 10 mins b4 the movie started n Eva, majoree, vanessa n gary (who were supposed to join us for movie) were no wher in sight. i kept calling them n soon enuf, they arrived jz in time. mean while, kegan had 2 leave for work. bummer he wasnt able 2 join.

Neways…. we watched a supposedly ’spooky’ japanese/hong kong movie called ‘FACE TO FACE’……. oh man!!!! WAT A RIP-OFF!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! the movie sucked terriblly!!!!!! i only enjoyed the climax wic is like….the last 20 mins of the 120 mins long movie!!!!!!!! DO NOT WATCH THE MOVIE!!!!!!!!!!!!! it sucked like HELL!

after the movie…we hang around d mall… fiona n her cousins decided to walk separately… n so….. i hang around wif Eva Majoree Gary n Vanessa for a while b4 Eva n Vannessa had 2 leave. hm…. it was kinda awkward for majoree to hang out wif 2 guys. hahaha….we walked around….. went to the National Service exhibition n Expo 2006 at Palm Square…. so weird!!!!!!!!! i kno!!! hahaha….

hm……. i didn hav ride home so i decided to hitch a ride from majoree… thankfully, her mum didn mind sending me home. so weird… haha… i didn tink her mum even noe me….. hoho…. as soon as i reached home, i hit the bed. was so damn tired.

it was already 7.10pm when i woke up…. damn…. 20 mins b4 my tuition class started!!!! i rushed to get my shower n got ready….. thankgudness my students arrived a bit late than usual… huh….. after tuition finished, i had my dinner n now im here typing dis… hoho….. neways, im sorry if it’s a bit boring but dis is my blog rite? supposedly to function as my journal….

oh wait…. thrs dis girl in frenster….. shes freaking fucked up…. punya la kuat prasan in the msg she replied me…. shes an ex SFC…. my fren told me shes a bitch. i gues it shows when ur a bitch, huh….. hahaha

well….. nth else interesting happened… so i tink im gna download songs or sumthing. cheers~

i knew the title is gonna grab some attention! hahaha… i was kidding! wanted to trick u guys into reading my blog. hehe….. neways, d reason is becuz i wnna announce det im relaunching my blog… i noe det ive only posted once in my blog b4… n i failed to keep up wif it after det… det was due to my hectic schedule during the days b4 SPM. *sigh* …. now det it’s over, i hav plenty…. i mean…. PLENTY… of time to spend on voicing out my mind (in my blog, of course)….. i promise det from this day on…. i will post at least once every 2 days in my blog.  for those who noe me, im quite gud at keeping promises (yeah.. riiiittteee haha)….

well….. hm…. heres wat happened to me today so far….:

i woke up at around 11am wif some help from my alarm clock! hehe…. went online for while to check some mails n frenster… chatted wif a couple of frens… mum got home soon wif my lunch… hehe… hm…… nth interesting has happened yet so far….. oh yeah!!!!!!!!!!!! american idol season 4 has begun!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! so excited…… whos gna be american idol 4??? definitely not me… hahaha…. seeing n listening to some of the gud singers on the show rily inspired me to sing… hohoho….. for those who have not known me already, i love to sinG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! not to brag about it but im certainly not a terrible singer. :P…… oh yeah….. after AI4, i watched dis cool show on discover channel. its called ‘A Haunting’…. its on every wednesday at 10pm!!! u guys shud rily watch it!!!! hm…. im realy interested in paranormal n all those freaky stuffs…. i noe its kinda creepy bt i cant help being curious bout the whole thing..

oh yeah…… 2mr is my former secondary skul’s sports day!!!!! im so looking forward to it…… wna meet up wif old frens especially….. n maybe even catch a movie wif them after det…. oh wait… im BROKE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ive only rm2.00 in my wallet!!!!!! wats up wif det????????!!!! haha….. i have only myself to blame (shame on me :P)…. i can be quite spendthrift at times…sometimes, i jz wish money grows on tree (who wudnt???????) haha….

well…. dets bout it… ill post somemore if something interesting comes up.

i tink im gna watch tv now.